When ever I go to my village I find people doing so many hardship to feed themselves. There are millions of problems to be solved.Nitish ji has created hope but most are on the paper.I get saddened due to misery prevailing there.Staying there is not a smooth ride.Here in metros I find convenience,luxury and comfort and for one week i feel guilt and disgust.It fades away gradually but again freshen up when I revisit. My corporate life is smooth but taking toll on my emotional strength.
May be I am being tested and soon will choose the correct path. I would choose the path,the career that will touch the lives of so many people, that will touch my soul, that will give me ultimate happiness and satisfaction.
Every journey to my place raises so many questions to me.
Am I doing justice to myself being a responsible and sensible citizen.Am I doing something for the people who have prayed for my success.Am I doing the favor to my Love who is so genuine and natural compared to the fabricated dramatic girl of metros.
May be one day I will answer all these questions.May be I will rise for the occasion.May be I will go The Gautam Buddha way as I think life is so fragile and everything is so mortal.
May be I will give the ultimate happiness to my soul. May be I will feel truly proud of being original.May be i will fulfill the hope of the millions.
May be I will smile in true sense and sensibility.
Holy~Devil
BIHARI CHAUPAL 
Metamorphosis from Thakur to Gautam Buddha.. Sahi hai 🙂
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